Suprises

Hi all. I am sick. So if this doesnt make a lot of sense let me know. On Sunday started having bad stomach cramps, doodie all over the place and fever of 102. Monday, kinda the same although pepto calmed it down..fever still hanging around. Tuesday and wednesday same thing. Now my family is making me go to the doctor tomorrow. Bleck. I know they are right, I just dont want to go.
But now we will get to the surprise part of my blog. Those of you who know me know that I have not spoken to my mom in over 25 years. Or approximately, I may be off by a few months..but anyway. Apparently she called her ex husbands wife the other day because the ex is not being nice. He is apparently stalking her and she is trying to get a restraining order against him. She is asking for a statement from her attesting to his violent temper and the restraining order she had put out on him in the past. It is a bit shaky to see that she is still out there and can contact me at any time since I have not changed my phone number in a long time. Fortunately I have caller ID so I will probably never answer her call, and right now my answering machine is full so that is also a blessing. I really dont want to talk to her.It took me 20 years to close that can of worms and I dont want to open it again. I dont wish any ill will on her or anything, I just want her to leave me alone. Period. Her grandkids dont know her and neither will her great grandchild. She made a choice a long time ago. Its not a matter of forgiveness either, just so you know, its a matter of self preservation.Depressing huh?
well me and my feverish sick self are going to bed. Goodnight and smoochies!